Accepting help is not a step back! It may be frustrating and irritating, but needing and accepting help is normal. Otherwise the world would be inhabited only by supermen and -women. 😉
Everbody needs some kind of help at one point or another. Beeing able to recognize and to accept that is actually a very important step to mastering any situation.
Another very imortant thing to keep in mind is that you are not alone!
I am thinking of you (()).